Wednesday, December 28, 2005
I smell 2006... hmm....A new year is coming soon. And I am so looking forward because 2005 hasn't exactly been a fantastic year. I welcome the new year with open arms. *throws confetti*
I guess its time to let go no matter how hard it gonna be. Cause things just aint the same. But I never know what we will be in the future right? *cross my fingers*
I just pray that 2006 will be good. I'll be blessed in the coming year.
Resolution :
1) Get my bike licence
2) Go diving in March
3) Pick up a new language (Espanol, Japanese or Korean)
4) Continue my organ or pick up drums
5) Fix my braces as scheduled
6) Do some volunteer work
7) Go for lessons and don't be late so to be prep for exams in May
8) Master wakeboarding
A few sounds so far-fetch and my schedule so busy. Sigh... I'll needa work something out.
Posted by HERE! at 12:52 PM
Saturday, December 24, 2005
pretty badly done.. But anyway I wanna wish you guys a
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
Posted by HERE! at 10:27 AM
Monday, December 19, 2005
A HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MINZ darling!!!Thanks for the invitation to your birthday and it allowed time to catch up good ol' times with the girls. =)
Too bad not many people from school turn up, cause Minz says she lost them to MOS. haha..
Had fun chatting up like old times, on our future and current updates.
Yingyan, Peixuan, Me, Aya (2005)
On MSN, Peixuan sent me a folder where all our past photos were taken. It brought back alot of flash backs on the times we spent together. Talking about clothes, accessories, boys, school and many more. Glad to see you on Minz birthday, haha.. I didn't realise how much I missed you! =)
Though we hadn't seen for pretty long time, but we rattle off like we just finish a bitching session yesterday. Love to have a long overdue coffee session again soon!
To the post that you dedicated to me in 23thJan 2004:
have you ever wondered how Fate tried to bring us together? the many times of walking pass each other? the many times of seeing but not approaching?actually we decide our own fate you know.. its always taking the first step by ourseleves when Fate has already helped us in all means.. today's entry is dedicated to HuiJun. cox i just feel like it? hahaha just happened to have some flashbacks.. so here it goes..hey gurlie.. have u realised tad we actually walked past each other a lot of times b4 we knew each other? many times i've seen u in school since year 1.. you always attracted my attention cox of your hair i guess probably ur unique look.. but u always looked kinda fierce and unfriendly.. maybe its cox we are strangers.. til SL workshop.. tad i found u again.. i wasnt in da same grp as u.. but still i remembered you.. tad 2nd day.. u wore a black giordano top, a red shorts with white flowers pattern and a white sandal with 2 or 3 buckle i cant remember.. tad pyramid thingy, you were standing just in front of me.. tads why i remembered.. haha but still we duno each other.. at tad time i really wanted to step forward and ask whether we can be friends.. but i didnt.. haha cox i find it bit weird..den the other day, 2nd day of orientation den we started talking!! why? cox we were sticking scotch tapes on da floor for the queue.. cox u arrived a bit late.. haha amazing rite.. but u were just asking where should we tape the tapes.. amazingly u were being assigned to LT17 with us BIT ppl.. through ice breaking games finally got to know ur name but at tad time.. really couldnt remember ur name know!! hahaha it just didnt drilled inside my head.. hahahauntil now? we've become actually quite close sentosa trip brought us together closer!! hehehe and tad day staying over at my house.. ur lovely cheesecake!! bitching around.. slapping butts.. huggies... been really nice knowing you!! really added colors to my life... u're really some1 special!! just feel like telling u all these.. hahaa well.. i thank Fate for bringing us together!! and we all are always introduced by new friends.. probably one day our friendship might be distant but dun worry!! u always have a place in my heart.. and it will always be there for you!! lurve ya gurlie!! :)
Thanks darling, they are really good memories. SO MUCH of it. Now in my mind they are like black and white films, but they are colourful memories in my life. =) Thanks for being part of me and my life.
Truely how fate twist us all around. You were there behind me at SL camp, and the many moments that we walked past each other. I might not have known it all, if I didn't come late on the day and you were pasting scotch tapes and finally getting to talk. Hahaa.. So sometimes it's good to be late. BIT people were a bunch of freaks, I mean funny and cohesive freaks. I remember how much LT17 were a group that we all love each other so much, that we created an IRC channel LT17. And on that year, all of you guys on that channel wished me my birthday. Slowly, I got into the BIT group, we go for lunch breaks, LT17 outings. But sadly, time robbed us of it. LT17 slowly fades away. But still luckily for our fetish for accessories and clothes, we bonded. Kudos to that and I love you darling!
Spinelli on Valentine's Day which we believe is in 2003.
Minz birthday 2005
Posted by HERE! at 1:37 PM
Friday, December 16, 2005
I miss him. terribly.till
My head hurts.
Posted by HERE! at 3:34 PM
I Love Tranquil SolitudeIts just the peace of being alone, doing what I want and anything alone. It's pretty fun. I've been to my first concert alone (supposedly). I went to my dental appointment alone, no more Mummy waiting outside for me. I went shopping alone, trimmed my eyebrows and had a haircut alone. Except for lunch with Aloysius and dinner with Meesiam.
11am-1.00pm: Dental appointment
I went down Singapore Shopping Centre for my dental appointment. I will be fixing braces and this first check up actually consist of 2 X-rays and the mould of my teeth. The doctor is a interesting man, he explains the procedures clearly. He informs you beforehand what he will be doing and how it feels like, if there is any pain. He gave me extra information like telling me I am actually living only on my left nostrils!!! Cause my left nostrils are blocked. He says this cause snoring. He derived it from the X-ray, telling me it can be cured just be clearing it. Because this is the reason why you snore. The second x-ray shows the side profile. Interestingly, he told me that my jaws are unbalance. One is shorter than the other. He says for right hander usually the left jaw will be shorter due to the overtime resting of your left jaw on ur left hand, while writing on the right. I learnt something.
1.00pm-2.00pm: Lunch
Lunch with Aloysius at Plaza Singapura.
2.00pm-6.30pm: Shopping
Just walking around alone, did trimming of eyebrows and cut my hair. I went to check out the shop call bake it yourself. Its a shop intro-ed by the variety show, Shopping King and Queen. Pretty interesting stuffs.
6.30pm-9.00pm: Dinner
Dinner with Meesiam. Thanks for coming from Jurong to dinner! Phew. I hate to eat alone. Bought a top as well and Meesiam couldn't help me decide on which colour. Arghh. Chilled at MacCafe before he make his way to Chinablack for SIM bash. Kwok said Marcus won the crown and he is this year Mr SIM, congrats!
9.00pm-11.30pm: Met Boonjoo
Met boonjoo in town and met up with his camp mates. Made our way back together. Heehee.
12.00am-2.00am: Mahjong session
Had a stony mahjong session. Yawns.
Posted by HERE! at 11:42 AM
Monday, December 12, 2005
The FINAL HOME Mayday Concert 2005!!!
This is Louis, the crazy loud hailer. The person I saw at the concert. He saved me, cause I was alone at the concert. And I took the wrong seat, which resulted in ultimate embarassment. Boo! Kevin says it is nothing new, it always happens to me.
P.S: Louis still look quite normal in this pict.
(Click on the photos for larger image)
The concert opens!
Shi Tou
Kuai Shou
Ah Xin
The drumer, the bassist, the guitarist and the vocalist started off with a blast, everyone ran in front or stood on the chairs. But the stupid security chased them off the chairs. I manage to get the 2nd category, still far but not too bad. Everyone dance, jump, waves and sing a long. It was sensational.
The ecstatic Louis. He accidentally stepped on my Ralph Lauren paper bag which I've been lugging the whole day. Humph!
Yan Ming on the next opening act with the huge drum. Okay, but it looks small here. You can spot his image on the left hand corner below against the screen.
Kuai Shou (Monster). He is damn sauve that night. Drools!
Mayday
A real avid concert-goer for Mayday should be like Louis for the reasons below:
1) Wears red.
2) Scream only when there is silent, which breaks the silent and get everyone staring at us.
3) Waves his lightstick enthusiastically. Which he claims can lose fats on the arms. Haha
4) Jumped onto the chair at every possible chances which include not being chased down by security.
5) Dances and boogied his butt throughout the 2.5 hrs. I confessed that I took breaks sitting down resting my feet.
6) Wear sneakers and not pointy like me.
7) Wear jeans and not skirt.
8) Having a sore throat the next day, due to the continuous shouting even though you are out of pitch.
Posted by HERE! at 11:24 AM
More pics from Zouk!
Posted by HERE! at 2:09 AM
Saturday, December 10, 2005
Lone-some Concerto!Guess what! I am going to Mayday's concert in an hour time! Yay!!! I am so nervous cos I'll be going alone! How would it be like? I've never even caught a movie alone before!
Excited! =)
Posted by HERE! at 5:31 PM
Kiddo in da House.I was just randomly reading my past post and it seems to me I blog like a kid. The never-ending dots and words the SpELt L1Ke tHis. Pretty childish when I read them now. The style of writing changes and I like it now better. I guess it a passing phase where everyone go through, growing up and making mistakes and learning from mistakes. Phew~
Posted by HERE! at 11:47 AM
Friday, December 09, 2005
The random thoughts about you.The mellow flowers and the Sunday sun always reminded me of you.
I wanna breathe the air next to you and smell the sweetness that lingers on you.
But I realise what I had is nothing.
I wake up each morning thinking, if you had a good sleep? did you had breakfast?
You took me on a long emotional ride, but never did I blame you.
You gave me a precious lesson.
That day when you gave me a peck on the forehead outside that door.
I wished it was forever.
I want you to smile only at me and only me.
Emotions stirred as how much you are part of my life.
Refusal to show our care for each other outright is our weakest link.
And I forgotten when it happened that you slowly swam into my heart.
Which style did you use?
It flashes back to the many memories I had with you.
You make me wanna hide you in my bag, cuddle you like my piglet and pamper you like my toy dog.
Sometimes I felt suffocated like I am living your life, I am your shadow.
I have a paper heart just for you.
You the first I called whenever I have good or bad news.
But how many missed calls have I left?
Images comes and go, too much to contained within my congested brain.
I wished we were like a 2-way traffic.
You are that near yet so far.
Vividly is the scene lying on your lap along the picturesque Esplanade, you stroking my hair, rubbing my cold tiny fingers as I sleep on.
I dreamt of you that night, with you by my side.
You make me grin silly and go tomatoe red.
The first meteor star I saw, you were in front of me.
I made a wish just for you.
They ask, "What is your birthday wish this year?"
It was you again I secretly wish again this year.
These are but memories. =)
Posted by HERE! at 1:00 PM
It's POPPING fun.A night-out to Zouk with Cordelia, Nicholas and Kerson. We make quite a four. Really fun and enjoyed myself totally. First time that I actually went Zouk with Cordelia, thanks babe, make so much different with you around. We got drenched as it was pouring outside and we ran around in the rain like mad.
Rounds of watermelon martinis, 20 Shots, 2 Jugs of vodka orange. And went on to Parklane Mr Bean for supper. Yummy smoke salmon sandwiches, pipping hot minestrone and the floral earl grey. Mmmm..
Posted by HERE! at 12:26 PM
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
READ ME. Like you read smallprints.You are hard to handle. That's what Eric once told me. It still lingers in my mind up to this date. I always wonder if there is truth in it. I just can't find reason to justify that statement. I ponders. -shrugs.
Over time I realise I open myself much more to girlfriends than I do to guys, not that I am not being a true being, but I much prefer to talk to my venus-es. There are Martians which I trust totally, which there is only 3. My cell speed dial No 1 is Angela, thanks to many donkey years of friendship and we always been best friend. But since being a busy starbucks store manager, there are times that she don't pick up and I'll go on with No 2. Alex, he will always be there and listen to my ranting but always manage to crack me up and make me feel, hey everything is fine!Aboveall, Cordelia's number is always the first to dial before I go on to my speed dial mode. Her stupid giggles or the I know you miss me, makes me wanna knock myself at the nearest pillar to my senses, why did I call her. But well I've been dialing that number of hers till it became a habit and still lovin' it. <3
People go through life and through passing time they move on. But I have no idea why I am still stuck in the same rut after so long. Few said I don't know what I want, but I always thought what I want is just him. Still, nowadays more than often it pops up and I begin questioning is he really what I want? Whenever I hear Britney- My only wish, I wish he could be there under my christmas tree or rather under my block with the big red bow.
'Santa can you hear me, I have been so good this year, and all I want is one thing. Tell me my true love is here. He's all I want, just for me underneath my Christmas tree I'll be waiting here. Santa that's my only wish this year. '
There is a timeline for everything. And I hope this Christmas marks the deadline for me.
I once saw this line on TV, it is a magical connection between 2 person when they get together and they fall in love, because the universe is so big with so many people and still you found him and he found you. So readers that is in a r/s, treasure this magic and let your partner know you are still loving him. What you waiting for? Pick up your cell. Drop a line or a text telling how much you miss them, it will make them grin ear to ear for the day!